so at the end of the day, is it always going to be about sex? funny how the most [seemingly] genuine smile can have the most twisted intentions. funny how the ones who proclaim themselves to be gentlemen are the main one's who are NOT. funny how the ones who are screaming that they are different....at the end of the day, are identical to the guys that they are claiming that they resent. so who are you trying to convince? yourself? because you sure as hell aren't fooling me. you almost did this time, not going to lie...I was flattered. BUT, I shouldn't have been. going RIGHT back to this previous blog that i wrote. it is the most unsuspecting people. why can't you just get to know me because you enjoy me and my personality? why not invest time simply because you are interested in me? not what's under my skirt. "I want to take your virginity." Really? I'm sure your mothereffin GIRLFRIEND would love that. I refuse to be "that girl". Never. I will not become what I despise.
get your shit together guys. please.
20090426
20090424
20090422
common trend?
Topic: One guy, multiple females. (who are all [most of the time] oblivious to each other)
Why have a girlfriend, when you're going to have sex with everything that's willing? Get out of the relationship.Why claim you are talking "exclusively" to a female, when you're telling mary, sue and jane that you're talking "exclusively" with them too? Funny how niggas like to have that main girl that they know is down for them, want to keep her in their pocket while they wanna still play around with all these silly females on the low. Selfishness. Sad to see people that I look up to and couples that people on campus look at as "picture perfect couples" --- and the guy is sleeping with some girl and gettin head from another trick. Ugh, it's really starting to bother me. It's like this common trend. You'll be talking to a friend who tells you about how her and her boo Zack are doing so good and how he's so wonderful, then the next day you're talking to a friend from another circle of homegirls who tells you this her and Zack hooked up after Animal InstinQ. Or who hear, "oh yeah Tim and Jane have been together since last semester, how cute." Then next thing you know, Tim is asking for your number, asking you to chill, then asking to eat you out on the low...."It's all up to you". Just being real. This is getting out of hand. I know, it shouldn't be surprising to me. But...it never ceases to amaze me everytime. Me and my homegirls sat in suwannee and thought of how many situations we could think of where there was one guy, messing with multiple females: 11. That's just what we came up with, of course there's way more stuff going on that I probably dont even want to know about. How many guys with girlfriends were messing around with other girls: 3. Who the hell can you trust?
And for females, who know a guy has a girlfriend and still pursues him. Get your shit together. Because as soon as you get a man and he cheats on you, you're gonna be the main one crying and boohooing complaining that there ain't no good men out there. Me and a good friend of mine we're just talking last week about how he feels that girls cheat more than guys and that the reason guys cheat is because stupid girls make it available. I didn't agree. But after hearing what I've been hearing this week....I'm starting to see his point. I feel like both are equally responsible --- but I definitely see his point. Ugh, ugh, ugh! I'm really feeling like you can't trust nobody. And for people who know me, that is shocking to hear coming from the girl who hands everyone her trust with no hesitation. I hate feeling like that honestly -- but really, this is getting out of hand. People I would never expect.............................and that's fine. Expectations are overrated. I've learned that this year. I swear, I've learned more outside of the classroom than I have academically...man. Ahhh, the college experience! Lol. ♥
Why have a girlfriend, when you're going to have sex with everything that's willing? Get out of the relationship.Why claim you are talking "exclusively" to a female, when you're telling mary, sue and jane that you're talking "exclusively" with them too? Funny how niggas like to have that main girl that they know is down for them, want to keep her in their pocket while they wanna still play around with all these silly females on the low. Selfishness. Sad to see people that I look up to and couples that people on campus look at as "picture perfect couples" --- and the guy is sleeping with some girl and gettin head from another trick. Ugh, it's really starting to bother me. It's like this common trend. You'll be talking to a friend who tells you about how her and her boo Zack are doing so good and how he's so wonderful, then the next day you're talking to a friend from another circle of homegirls who tells you this her and Zack hooked up after Animal InstinQ. Or who hear, "oh yeah Tim and Jane have been together since last semester, how cute." Then next thing you know, Tim is asking for your number, asking you to chill, then asking to eat you out on the low...."It's all up to you". Just being real. This is getting out of hand. I know, it shouldn't be surprising to me. But...it never ceases to amaze me everytime. Me and my homegirls sat in suwannee and thought of how many situations we could think of where there was one guy, messing with multiple females: 11. That's just what we came up with, of course there's way more stuff going on that I probably dont even want to know about. How many guys with girlfriends were messing around with other girls: 3. Who the hell can you trust?
And for females, who know a guy has a girlfriend and still pursues him. Get your shit together. Because as soon as you get a man and he cheats on you, you're gonna be the main one crying and boohooing complaining that there ain't no good men out there. Me and a good friend of mine we're just talking last week about how he feels that girls cheat more than guys and that the reason guys cheat is because stupid girls make it available. I didn't agree. But after hearing what I've been hearing this week....I'm starting to see his point. I feel like both are equally responsible --- but I definitely see his point. Ugh, ugh, ugh! I'm really feeling like you can't trust nobody. And for people who know me, that is shocking to hear coming from the girl who hands everyone her trust with no hesitation. I hate feeling like that honestly -- but really, this is getting out of hand. People I would never expect.............................and that's fine. Expectations are overrated. I've learned that this year. I swear, I've learned more outside of the classroom than I have academically...man. Ahhh, the college experience! Lol. ♥
P.S. And I really hate to be stereotypical, with all honesty -- I really do. When I first got to college and everyone said "steer clear of greeks and athletes", it used to get on my nerves because I hate when people generalize people and categorize INDIVIDUALS simply by what they are affiliated with. But, out of those 11 situations we named...8 of them were greek, 1 was an athelete and two are just regular students with no particular affiliation. That's just some food for thought.
studytime!
20090416
Sooo...
Have you ever felt like you had so much on your mind at one time that you don't even know what you're thinking about? That's kind of what how I've been feeling tonight because it's been on thing thrown at me after another. Lol, see the funny thing about it is...the majority of the things on my mind aren't negative or anything but this feeling of having so much on my mind is making me feel drained. Blah :P
The run-down: Today was a pretty unproductive day on my part. I usually don't skip biology, but I really woke up....got dressed, looked in the mirror and thought..."I'm not going to class." I laid back down, set the alarm clock on my phone and had every intention to go to my social psych class at 1115....BUT, instead of snooze, I hit that DISMISS button at 1055 by accident. Oops. Woke up at 12:09. Quite frankly, I'm getting tired of going to the union on Wednesdays :- but I met up with Britt and we stopped by for a minute, then left to go talk. Then went to economics, most boring class ever. Me and Ca'Shala chilled for a minute outside, before walking to Kellum to hang out with some koolkidz 8-], then we all went to BK. Burger King that is, lol. I left em tho, went to Studio Green to meet with Brittany, spent most of my time on the phone. Then we headed to my dorm to chill for a little while. That was basically my day in a nutshell.
I honestly have a lot on my mind right now, but not enough energy to write about it. Hopefully...tomorrow. Because these past two weeks have left me feeling...some kind of way about a lot of things and people in general. Real talk. I love gaining insight.....because ultimately gaining insight is gaining wisdom. Walking in wisdom is just one step in maturity.
♥
"Why do I feel so alone? Like everybody passing through the studio is in character as if he acting out a movie role?" - Drizzy Drake
I feel you Drizzy, lol. I feel you!
The run-down: Today was a pretty unproductive day on my part. I usually don't skip biology, but I really woke up....got dressed, looked in the mirror and thought..."I'm not going to class." I laid back down, set the alarm clock on my phone and had every intention to go to my social psych class at 1115....BUT, instead of snooze, I hit that DISMISS button at 1055 by accident. Oops. Woke up at 12:09. Quite frankly, I'm getting tired of going to the union on Wednesdays :- but I met up with Britt and we stopped by for a minute, then left to go talk. Then went to economics, most boring class ever. Me and Ca'Shala chilled for a minute outside, before walking to Kellum to hang out with some koolkidz 8-], then we all went to BK. Burger King that is, lol. I left em tho, went to Studio Green to meet with Brittany, spent most of my time on the phone. Then we headed to my dorm to chill for a little while. That was basically my day in a nutshell.
I honestly have a lot on my mind right now, but not enough energy to write about it. Hopefully...tomorrow. Because these past two weeks have left me feeling...some kind of way about a lot of things and people in general. Real talk. I love gaining insight.....because ultimately gaining insight is gaining wisdom. Walking in wisdom is just one step in maturity.
♥
"Why do I feel so alone? Like everybody passing through the studio is in character as if he acting out a movie role?" - Drizzy Drake
I feel you Drizzy, lol. I feel you!
20090410
First Day
Hi :)
I remembered the good old days of blogging on Xanga. Thought I'd start blogging again. But for now, I'm going to take a nap. Goodday.
I remembered the good old days of blogging on Xanga. Thought I'd start blogging again. But for now, I'm going to take a nap. Goodday.
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